Have you ever thought of the day you die?

I nearly died in a car wreck once. I was awake one second and gone the next. It wasn't scary. Waking up was scary. I was in a shitload of pain. It took months to recover and in terms of the brain damage it took years before I was able to control my rage and I became intensely depressed which is something I still struggle with to this day.

Only recently have I started enjoying life again. I hope when I die for real it is quick or in my sleep. I hope I don't know it is imminent.