I'm HurtingI threw away the one good thing in my life. The last few months have been so hard physically and mentally but I had a purpose, a reason to be. Now I don't have that and everything seems so pointless. Was it the right decision? I will never know. I...See More »
I Can Listen To The Same Song Over And OverTonight it's Blue October - Hate Me https://youtu.be/dDxgSvJINlU
I Am HurtingWhen do you know that your best is good enough? When I was a child I was always told "just try your best" and shockingly it always turned out fine. Now i find myself not knowing what is for the best, and even when I try it is never quite enough.
I Handle Physical Pain Better Than Emotional PainRight now physical pain would be fantastic because the emotional has broken me..
I Lost Myself, Found Myself, Then Lost MyselfI thought I knew what I wanted. And I thought that life was complete. What a difference a day makes. Going from whole to broken so immediately, knowing that my life's true purpose is over. And the need to hibernate away is so great, to protect the...See More »
I Hide Behind A Mask Of Smiles, No One See Beneath The SurfaceThey giggle, I smile. With the mouth...not the eyes.
I Love Queen... and tonight's lyrics must be... "You start believing everything's gonna be alright Next minute you're down and you're flat on your back"
I Will Tell You 10 Things About Me1. I have blue eyes. 2. I have gastroparesis 3. I ride a Suzuki SV650S 4. I am a tutor and love that moment when a learner suddenly gets a concept. 5. I love to abseil 6. I have a dog who can make me smile regardless 7. I have three wonderful...See More »
I Love QuotesReality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one. -Albert Einstein How very true this seems