I'm HurtingI threw away the one good thing in my life. The last few months have been so hard physically and mentally but I had a purpose, a reason to be. Now I don't have that and everything seems so pointless. Was it the right decision? I will never know. I... See More »
I Can Listen To The Same Song Over And OverTonight it's Blue October - Hate Me https://youtu.be/dDxgSvJINlU
I Am HurtingWhen do you know that your best is good enough? When I was a child I was always told "just try your best" and shockingly it always turned out fine. Now i find myself not knowing what is for the best, and even when I try it is never quite enough.
I Handle Physical Pain Better Than Emotional PainRight now physical pain would be fantastic because the emotional has broken me..
I Lost Myself, Found Myself, Then Lost MyselfI thought I knew what I wanted. And I thought that life was complete. What a difference a day makes. Going from whole to broken so immediately, knowing that my life's true purpose is over. And the need to hibernate away is so great, to protect the... See More »
I Hide Behind A Mask Of Smiles, No One See Beneath The SurfaceThey giggle, I smile. With the mouth...not the eyes.
I Love Queen... and tonight's lyrics must be... "You start believing everything's gonna be alright Next minute you're down and you're flat on your back"
I Will Tell You 10 Things About Me1. I have blue eyes. 2. I have gastroparesis 3. I ride a Suzuki SV650S 4. I am a tutor and love that moment when a learner suddenly gets a concept. 5. I love to abseil 6. I have a dog who can make me smile regardless 7. I have three wonderful... See More »
I Love QuotesReality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one. -Albert Einstein How very true this seems
