I’m jealous of people who have no regrets.

You know...owning responsibility about your past is one thing. Then carrying responsibility as a burden and victimizing yourself is not it.
And, another thing..is... there comes a moment to stop punishing yourself and looking for forgiveness, a moment where you look back at yourself with compassion.
None is behaving as badly just because they are an a$$. Usually they hurt deeply and that is why they are taking the dark route. Look at this younger you ...do not reject him as a monstrous human. ..so to dive into deeper layers of forgiveness...... and thank you for sharing with such openness.

We all have regrets. But eventually it gets too heavy to carry around a past you can't change. If you are serious about doing better, simply keep doing better and let the past fall away. You're young, learn to ditch the old hurt now and live the life you want having the experience and knowledge of who you no longer want to be.

You are always going to find jealousy if you look at others to compare yourself to. No one is perfect and we all take a journey through life that grows us and we all make mistakes that shape us. You can take time for regret if you want to but you don't need it for self reflection and growth.

You don’t trust yourself, so you regret what you do. You are carrying snd holding a lot of shame about who you are and what you choose to do..

What if someone told you that no matter what choice you make, there is no wrong one scaled somewhere and weighed out. It’s just your choice. And once you choose it, then the universe/reality just work with what you did. Not against you, but with you.

I try to see it as lessons
We are all still learning and growing and just trying our best * some more than others *

The capacity for self-reflexion is a gift, that helps make you a better person.
You should be thankful that you have it,🙏 not envious of those who lack it.

Look ahead

I have no regrets.
There's no need to envy.

bc your alcoholic