I’m jealous of people who have no regrets.

I wish I wasn’t, but I already have lots of regrets. So many moments that I look back on and wish I didn’t do that thing or say that thing. I’ve hurt and upset lots of people, embarrassed myself, embarrassed others to make me look better. I’m a better person now, but nervous to do stuff, nervous to say things incase it’s wrong or people laugh at me.