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Having a hard time cheering up tonight.

I need a distraction from my life, my marriage and my terribly disappointing husband. No, not a sexy distraction because (call me crazy) but infidelity sounds even less appealing when I've recently had my heart broken by someone I truly love. Just anything other than dishes and laundry and cleaning the already clean floor. Even the marijuana isn't helping tonight. It makes my emotions fuzzy around the edges but doesn't take them completely away.

Someone save me from my own thoughs.
Angelfire21
36-40, F
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Deeperminds 路 46-50, F
Someday soon just go out to a state park, or a creek or someplace in nature and take a walk. I go rock hunting a lot and I love the pleasure I get from it and being in nature
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Deeperminds 路 46-50, F
@Angelfire21 yeah that sounds nice! There is some good rock hunting in California. I've never been there though
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Deeperminds 路 46-50, F
I like to take day trips or overnight trips by myself. Maybe you should take out one day and go to lake Tahoe or someplace like that
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Angelfire21 路 36-40, F
@Deeperminds That's a good idea. I'll have to sell my soul to get time off work at the beginning of the summer, but I think I'm in dire need of some perspective and nothing gives perspective like distance.
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4meAndyou 路 F
When you look for your happiness and fulfillment from someone else, you will always be disappointed. You are so young and sound so miserable, it sounds as though you've made a terrible mistake. You need to go to college, if you haven't already been, and get yourself a really good job. Then get away from the mistake you made.
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Angelfire21 路 36-40, F
@4meAndyou I graduated with a BA a year ago and I work as a police dispatcher for the county so my job and my college situation are fine, but thanks for your kind words. I know my path, but I'm worried about the happiness of my children. Don't judge a book by it's... well, its age.
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BiasForAction 路 M
Think of a time when you accomplished something they took real courage and perseverance and recall how awesome you are. Then you will know -- you can deal with this too like a boss.
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Angelfire21 路 36-40, F
@BiasForAction Thank you so much for this comment. You're right, of course, and I'm going to tap into my inner survivor and get through this funk.
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mrmoose 路 70-79, M
here's a little distraction
daisy mae
hugs
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mrmoose 路 70-79, M
@Angelfire21 children and puppies give love without condition, without hesitation, without question
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Angelfire21 路 36-40, F
@mrmoose You are absolutely right.
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mrmoose 路 70-79, M
@Angelfire21 and i do know of heart break
hang in there
if you ever need or want to chat hit me
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Smokey 路 46-50, M
Sorry to hear that, I usually just smoke more till I fall asleep馃
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Angelfire21 路 36-40, F
@Smokey That might be the method tonight my friend. Usually it helps, at least to numb me up if I'm hurting but tonight I just can't get away from it. Maybe this weed is garbage lol
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Smokey 路 46-50, M
@Angelfire21 damn midgrade weed馃榿, hope you feel better
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cmh7882 路 M
You need time to heal. You're a beautiful woman and the day will come when you find true happiness
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SailorMarz 路 F
Marz to the rescue
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Angelfire21 路 36-40, F
@SailorMarz I think so! Love your username btw, that's so cute!
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SailorMarz 路 F
@Angelfire21 lol thankyou!
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Spokeskitties75 路 46-50, M
You need a housekeeper!!!
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Angelfire21 路 36-40, F
@Spokeskitties75 You know what? I apologize for being defensive. I would LOVE a housekeeper! I was in a pretty dark place last night. It's a new day and I apologize for misunderstanding.
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Spokeskitties75 路 46-50, M
@Angelfire21 it鈥檚 okay... I didn鈥檛 take it personally and you were obviously in a bad mood last night. I was just trying to think of something non-husband to say. I got a housekeeper for $70.00 she comes every other week... and it just makes a world of difference and gives you the time to do things for yourself. 馃槉馃
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Angelfire21 路 36-40, F
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LTKISS 路 56-60, M
Just get out to relax. I so feel for you.
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SW-User
馃槙馃槙
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