Having a hard time cheering up tonight.

I need a distraction from my life, my marriage and my terribly disappointing husband. No, not a sexy distraction because (call me crazy) but infidelity sounds even less appealing when I've recently had my heart broken by someone I truly love. Just anything other than dishes and laundry and cleaning the already clean floor. Even the marijuana isn't helping tonight. It makes my emotions fuzzy around the edges but doesn't take them completely away.

Someone save me from my own thoughs.