Having a hard time cheering up tonight.

I need a distraction from my life, my marriage and my terribly disappointing husband. No, not a sexy distraction because (call me crazy) but infidelity sounds even less appealing when I've recently had my heart broken by someone I truly love. Just anything other than dishes and laundry and cleaning the already clean floor. Even the marijuana isn't helping tonight. It makes my emotions fuzzy around the edges but doesn't take them completely away.

Someone save me from my own thoughs.

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4meAndyou · F

When you look for your happiness and fulfillment from someone else, you will always be disappointed. You are so young and sound so miserable, it sounds as though you've made a terrible mistake. You need to go to college, if you haven't already been, and get yourself a really good job. Then get away from the mistake you made.

Angelfire21 · 36-40, F

@4meAndyou I graduated with a BA a year ago and I work as a police dispatcher for the county so my job and my college situation are fine, but thanks for your kind words. I know my path, but I'm worried about the happiness of my children. Don't judge a book by it's... well, its age.