Heart to heart last night

So after the kids are in bed Joel and I usually enjoy a few shots and a cigar. Well tonight he gets out my bottle of pappy van winkle whiskey and cigars. I honestly start to freak out. I fear the worst. He tells me to sit down that we need to talk. My mind races. This is high end whiskey and top cigars. The bottle was never been opened because we've been waiting for some special. He pours me a shot and and lights out cigars. I'm losing my mind.

Do you remember where we meet

Of course I do, it was a support group for adults with eating disorders. At a small church. In their basement. Only 6 people where at this meeting. We were the only guys there. You had on jeans and a chief's tshirts with a gray zip down hoodie.

Yes is all I can say.

We used to go every week on Tuesday.

We did we never missed a meeting. Wed always go for a drink after and talk the night aww

I can only nod.

It's been awhile since we've gone. With everything we've been thought this year, the kids volleyball, health issues, my new job, lack of babysitters, we have not been going much

So I've been talking to my x wife ( he says her name but I'm not posting that here) and she is off on Tuesday so she said she'd come here and watch the kids so we can start going again.

I know why he says this, I've been losing my battle with my eating disorder and he's worried. He should be. I go days without eating much. I ended up in the hospital a a while ago and I'm heading down that same path. I need help but I have so much to do, so much to take care of, him

Id love that

He says I got your back



We take a shot and he sits next to me and pulls me close. Sorry that's all you get lol.