My sponsor

He's set a new goal for me. He wants me to sit down and eat with the kids.

We have a routine. We cook dinner together. I make the kids plates. They sit to eat and I start cleaning up. Then when they are done eating I clean up the dishes I can't handle the mess. But he wants me to sit down and eat with them then clean up everything after we're all done. This is already giving me anxiety just thinking about it.