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boklenholley7

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Hi. I'm odd. You've been warned.

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I Want to Live Life to the Fullest

I really want to; however, I don't feel like I am. I seem to be limited because of my inability to drive and because of my own anxieties. I'll figure it out, though.

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I Have Daddy Issues

I don't mind my dad, but he wasn't really there for me as anything but a buddy to play games with when he wasn't out at a bar or working. His side of the family doesn't understand why I have issues with him. I only have a few memo...

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I Am Open Minded And Non Judgemental

As nonjudgmental as a human can be. I try my best to accept everyone's views and not be critical of them (not that I always succeed.. some of these fetishes are very difficult to accept.. especially when people are trying to constantly get you...

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I Am In College

I'm in my second year and I still really enjoy it. Although I am kind of disappointed that I went to community college instead of straight to university.. I'm learning. But it's just too easy here. I haven't made many friends that...

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I Act Inappropriately Sometimes

We had family over at my grandparents'visiting (my grandpa's twin sister and her husband, Mike). I was super hyper. So hyper that i was bouncing in my seat. Mike somehow brought up PTSD in the military and we talked about that for a moment...

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I Have Ptsd Nightmares And Flashbacks

I don't especially want to be the first writing about this but I do get both nightmares and flashbacks as symptoms from my PTSD. I don't get flashbacks all that often. Strangely enough I get these times where it feels like a flashback and I...

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I Need to Be Intellectually Stimulated

I need the stimulation otherwise I get bored of people easily. I don't mind small talk; I like getting to know the little things about people too. But I need more after awhile or else I'll just slowly stop talking to people.

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I'm very creative when it comes to writing stories. My drawings I don't really count as creative since they're pretty much just repetitive shapes but I do love drawing. (Don't judge.. It's for a family member's business....

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I got it from wrecks. I'm ashamed of that. I was abused when I was very young and then again around the time when the accident happened. And I don't have PTSD from that. No I get panic attacks for hours on end because of wrecks. I think I w...

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I Love the Experience Project

I miss EP so much :/ I met some really amazing people on there who I miss so badly

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I have pretty bad anxiety but it's much better than it used to be. I only jump and step away when people touch me unexpectedly (instead of freaking out and half running away from whoever it is). And I can talk to people now. I still get super f...

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I Perform Random Acts Of Kindness

I perform random acts of kindness for a purely selfish reason: it makes me happy. If customers are nice to me at work I'll pay for their food or give them my free sandwich. Sometimes I'll look up motovational quotes and write a bunch down ...

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I Am Not What People Expect

Because of my appearance and the fact I've lived where I've lived all my life, people expect me to be this sweet country chick. I'm sweet sometimes but I have a short fuse and my taste in music certainly doesn't reflect my appeara...

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I Have Very Vivid Dreams

I have very vivid dreams and nightmares. In one of the nightmares last night, my sister and one of my good friends (Tay) and I were like just kind of swimming in this river. At first it was nice but just weird.. Like low key white water rafting witho...

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I have since 2011. But a year and a half of that journal was lost. Now I have journals by hand (three.. One for everyday.. One for abuse. And one for interesting things that happen with my sister), I have a journal on my computer, and one on my ipod....

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I Come From a Broken Family

My parents never married. They broke up for good when I was three months old. My mom married my first stepdad when I was two years old. Divorced him when I was six. Married again when I was eight. They had my youngest sister when I was eleven. That d...

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I Have Had Brain Surgery

I don't really want to be the first writing about this but oh well.. I had intractable epilepsy really bad by about age ten. They had me on the max amount of meds without my liver shutting down and I was still having seizures daily. Without the ...

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I Believe Age Doesnt Define Maturity

I believe it has a lot more to do with experience, which is probably why most people think it's age that defines maturity. But that might just be me.

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Lots of scars.. I used to count the physical ones but lost track. The main ones I have are from surgery.. The one on my head from the actual surgery. One on the inside of each arm from pick lines. One on my thigh and wrist from IVs. I have lots from ...

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I Have A Bucket List

My bucket list is exceptionally long.. And I'm the weird one who has mine all nice and organized and printed out.. lol

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