The ability to become anything you wish to be. Adventure, change and wild parties/circumstances. The idea of having personal power would be awesome. But eternal family crap, and stagnating temperatures and A boring life in general would piss me off. I'm only sane now, because I can get away from people blow off everything and go into a fake dream.
I try not to devote any thought to it as I have been wrong or misguided about everything in my life. I hope it is a greater than anything that I could dream up - I hope that I can get there. I am not a bad man and I have always loved GOD.
I do enjoy listening to NDE stories and hearing about other peoples' versions.
Living in the wooded mountains, with no bugs, lots of dogs, foxes, birds, and rabbits. Always perfect weather. And a circle of friends I am 100% comfortable and happy with.
Like the face I saw in the mirror for 29 years straight. :) Also, lived with that face in my face for 2 years only because I wanted to study and had no other means. And never gave up on my dreams. What's your excuse?