I try not to devote any thought to it as I have been wrong or misguided about everything in my life. I hope it is a greater than anything that I could dream up - I hope that I can get there. I am not a bad man and I have always loved GOD.
I do enjoy listening to NDE stories and hearing about other peoples' versions.
Living in the wooded mountains, with no bugs, lots of dogs, foxes, birds, and rabbits. Always perfect weather. And a circle of friends I am 100% comfortable and happy with.
Like the face I saw in the mirror for 29 years straight. :) Also, lived with that face in my face for 2 years only because I wanted to study and had no other means. And never gave up on my dreams. What's your excuse?
The ability to become anything you wish to be. Adventure, change and wild parties/circumstances. The idea of having personal power would be awesome. But eternal family crap, and stagnating temperatures and A boring life in general would piss me off. I'm only sane now, because I can get away from people blow off everything and go into a fake dream.