Pretty scary getting older, being single and in physical pain, and realizing..

..it's only going to get worse and i have no one to take care of me

SW-User

I’ve never had anyone to take care of me. People expect me to take care of them, but come up short in the other direction. All take, no give in return. That’s why I can count the number of people I trust on one hand and still have fingers left. And with the way society has been going, it’s only going to get worse.

foldedunfolding · 41-45, F

@SW-User my dad said he had a lot of trouble finding counselors willing to do family counseling..and they insisted on a christian counselor, which, i think..stacks the deck already. even tho i am a Christian, i am a staunchy anti trump christian..who speaks her mind..cusses sometimes..gets passionate sometimes..and will take on a man at my leisure, never by necessity. i was given 3 choices, and i chose of the 3. the one i WANTED to go to was the gay gentleman who has a history of standing up for abuse victims. but if we went to him, his defense, to them, would be "just bc he was gay and therefore chock full of rebellious sin like me"

foldedunfolding · 41-45, F

@SW-User no..it is my attempt to show my nieces and nephews that i would go to the ends of the earth for them, even tho fuck the adults in this situation..i will likely need to go NC with all of them. my dad is stage 4 and not doing well, and this is also being treated as an almost dying wish 😪😪😪 i have never been to court nor jail ha