I Battle DepressionLately, I've been feeling like I want to disappear. Not die. Disappear. Cut ties with my friends. Erase myself from their minds, and just go. I hate myself for the jealousy and anger that rises in me when I see them having fun with others; without... See More »
I Am Having Friendship ProblemsLong ramblings about friendship... Yesterday I told my best friend I wanted to go to a concert with him today, and he told me to let him know at what time so we could go. Today he texted me to let me know that he was going with a group of people... See More »
I Think Honesty Is Very Important In A FriendshipI don't know how to deal with my best friend being so friendly with everyone. Specially with people that are bullies and have hurt others. He is aware of what they have done, but it doesn't seem to bother him. I've even heard him join in on their... See More »
I Love AnimeJust watched Makoto Shinkai's newest film, Kimi no Na wa. What a ride! I thought I was both mentally and emotionally prepared, but he just completely caught me unaware. What an amazing film.
I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And FeelingsSo here I am about to go to sleep, and suddenly I am hit by a question. Will I ever find my life companion in this world or will I reach the finish line alone? I'm not one to feel lonely much, but sometimes I get the urge to have late night deep... See More »
I Feel So AloneSometimes, in the stillness of the night, this crushing feeling of alonness hits me. A void that can't be filled by my family or friends. On occasions I can escape it by submerging myself in one of my many hobbies. But, there are nights like tonight,... See More »
