I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

So here I am about to go to sleep, and suddenly I am hit by a question. Will I ever find my life companion in this world or will I reach the finish line alone? I'm not one to feel lonely much, but sometimes I get the urge to have late night deep conversations with someone lying next to me. And wonder what life would be like if it wasn't just me. I want to feel connected to someone in a deep level. I'm tired of the superficiality that has taken root in us. It kinda scares me that I will never meet that person. But, "Que será, será". I'm truly happy for those that have found their special someone.