Just a little ramblingThere is a place somewhere beyond reason and reality where we still exist together. Younger, a little more naive but still us. You can’t get there by car or train. It requires a walk down a lane full of nostalgia that exists only in our minds. It is... See More »
Little SisterToday my little sister has been gone for 17 years - she lived 16. It is some sort of a twisted milestone I suppose, I have now had to remember her for longer than I knew her. This day always makes me a little sad and I guess it probably always will.... See More »
Does it have to be like this?Sometimes I feel incredibly alone in my own home. Like my voice isn't heard and what I feel doesn't matter. I think if I'm going to be lonely I would rather be alone...
I feel this song in my soul🎵I wanna ask all the questions with answers we'll never know I wanna find my faith in records from long ago I wanna set fear on fire and give dreaming a fair shot And never give up whether anybody cares or not🎵 Gospel by John Moreland
Senior Class of 2025My son, who is my only child is a senior this year and we are only a few weeks out from graduation. It is the end of one part of his life and the beginning of another. It is also the end of one stage of parenting and the beginning of another. Seems... See More »
Dreamt of my DadI lost my dad this past December - the other night I dreamt of him for the first time and so clearly heard his voice. I have felt off kilter since then.
Three StrikesHi, my name is Nikki, and I am the daughter of a narcissist alcoholic. Man, that feels good to say out loud. You see most of my life I have brushed past the truth of who my mother is, made excuses for her, allowed her to treat me terribly and still... See More »
