Now the real fun startsSo it's done it's over we have the keys in our hands. The house is ours I feel like I got tossed into a brick wall though. All the fear, stress, anxiety and everything else just kind of stop. It really took my breath away and I think Joel and... See More »
Didn't take my sleeping pill tonightThere is no point. I know there is no possibility of me sleeping tonight. So why waste one. I am so anxious about tomorrow. Thank goodness we are signing all the paperwork early. These last few hours are the worst. Once the paperwork is done... See More »
Neurologist appointmentWe are headed off to our appointment and for some reason I am so anxious over this. So much so I asked Joel to come join us. He's on his way to pick us up. I wanted to take an anxiety pill but changed my mind. I don't think I should be this... See More »
how do you manage 'generalized anxiety disorder'where you are worried and anxious about everything...plus the times we live in today where it seems things are falling apart, it doesn't help when you have generalized anxiety disorder.
We did a 180 tonightSo we got the car packed. Boys took their baths. Sensory bag packed. Got the cooler ready for tomorrow and everything cleaned up. Everything is ready for the boys to bed and Sissy was reading a box I asked Joel if he wanted a drink and a cigar.... See More »
Anxiety is high todayWow it's been a while since I've felt like this. I already took half a anxiety pill and I'm really thinking about taking the other half to calm myself down Didn't help that I had to do a demonstration screen share on our zoom meeting today. Never... See More »
