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I Am Letting Go And Moving On

The time has come

- Today I crush this heart of mine. I hesitated for so long to let you go. I had not done so for anyone else.
You saw the foam of the waves at night, and believed that there was no ocean underneath. And I have looked at you, and you hid your ocean from me, even though you knew... that I knew... that it was there.
I have no soul left to give away. If I want to save what's left of me, this heart... this feeling of failure is something I must tear out of me.
I bid you adieu, my lonely flower. The last of my angels.
May you never know what it is like, to feel like I do. May you never know, what it's like to watch the world from the outside.

Smile forever, my final strand of humanity.
Goodbye, my spirit of hope.

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littlegirl03

I feel like this is me. I knew it would never be but I kept hoping and hoping that it would be. Every night when I lay down to sleep, I heard all the voices telling me how stupid I was being. But I hoped against all hope because after all hope is all we have. I feel like I have lost a part of myself and no matter how hard I try I would never get it back. I am only just starting to moving on but I still hear all those voices telling me how stupid I was. And I hate myself for it.

themanoflegends · 31-35, M

All you can do, is set your stride. Move forward with such force that you leave the whole world trailing behind. This is the only way I know. I'll never escape my hell. But I can force it to go at my own pace.

littlegirl03

This is probably the most meaningful thing anyone has ever said to me! Thank you.

ArnoldJRimmer

letting go is the hardest.

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littlegirl03

You shouldn't.

Gwall1234

Don't let them win

escherdesignedsoul

Man of Legends- perhaps you don't need to be saved. From the words I have seen you share, you are an amazing individual, who needs to see himself for who he is. Glorious and beautiful inside your own skin. Betting on someone else is difficult, because the cost of losing is so high. Bet on you. Realize just how amazing you are, and each day focus on moving just another step forward. Love the person you are, and let the light from that love touch others, eventually that light will be reflected in another. Love, true love, is honest. It sees beyond the lies, and accepts flaws and enriches. There are so many things that seem to mimic true love, and at times, those things consume completely. But if it has consumed you, beyond yourself, is it really true? Can anything be true if it causes you to lie to yourself or demoralize yourself? Forgive my rambling- but these are thoughts I have about an all-consuming emotion, I too have felt. One beyond my better judgement, and in the end, it is this questioning that helped me move forward, despite not quite completely letting go...

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