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I Am Letting Go And Moving On

The time has come

- Today I crush this heart of mine. I hesitated for so long to let you go. I had not done so for anyone else.
You saw the foam of the waves at night, and believed that there was no ocean underneath. And I have looked at you, and you hid your ocean from me, even though you knew... that I knew... that it was there.
I have no soul left to give away. If I want to save what's left of me, this heart... this feeling of failure is something I must tear out of me.
I bid you adieu, my lonely flower. The last of my angels.
May you never know what it is like, to feel like I do. May you never know, what it's like to watch the world from the outside.

Smile forever, my final strand of humanity.
Goodbye, my spirit of hope.

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littlegirl03

I feel like this is me. I knew it would never be but I kept hoping and hoping that it would be. Every night when I lay down to sleep, I heard all the voices telling me how stupid I was being. But I hoped against all hope because after all hope is all we have. I feel like I have lost a part of myself and no matter how hard I try I would never get it back. I am only just starting to moving on but I still hear all those voices telling me how stupid I was. And I hate myself for it.

themanoflegends · 31-35, M

All you can do, is set your stride. Move forward with such force that you leave the whole world trailing behind. This is the only way I know. I'll never escape my hell. But I can force it to go at my own pace.

littlegirl03

This is probably the most meaningful thing anyone has ever said to me! Thank you.