I really, really hate that I have to go back to work.

Been on leave for five months because of a family emergency. I really don't want to go back. The thought of having to go back to working 50 hours a week to make a living is just depressing. And my coworkers have really disappointed me. I thought we were real friends. But no, they've made it pretty clear that we're just coworkers. And that hurts cause I don't have any friends.