Am I ever gonna get over the self hatred?I'm trying to detect the triggers... Is it physical exhaustion and blaming myself for causing it? Constant disappointment in myself? Mistakes (that turned out to be okay in reality...) but still grave if turned out otherwise? Disappointing some... (...)
What is this urge to share that I can't make go away?I've heard so much advice saying I shouldn't want to feel connected to others. I shouldn't want love. I shouldn't want or need comfort or support. I should be an army of one and never complain about the ache in my heart. But I can't do it. Does it... (...)
A loser stole my phone yesterdayIt had all my bank cards and stuff in it. I've managed to pause all my bank accounts and got a new phone last night, but it's taking time for my old number to transfer to my new device, and I can't log into my samsung account because it's tied to my... (...)
It's extremely frustrating to be always not enough isn't?I'm so sick and every move I do affects my body And my mother always rings my ears with her unpleasant comments about housework she never likes how I do it or if I don't do it it's like a sick game she plays with me always scolding to the point where... (...)
I’m a recovering alcoholicI’ve been sober for a little over a month now. I can see myself living a sober life now. I don’t even desire a drink anymore. The last time I drank, I fractured my brow bone and got lost in some area with a bunch of warehouses. Thankfully some... (...)
Duality of existenceEvery so often I feel disheartened that I live in a different world compared to other ppl, lol. My head is clouded with sadness and insecurities while there are other people that are happy and getting things they want.
My exhaustion is making me emotional.I am at this point where if someone asks me genuinely: "How are you doing?", I might start tearing up on the spot...and I'm not the kind of person who shows sad emotions often.
Hell a Place to AvoidThe word Hell is used by most people every day, without giving much thought about it . Many people don't believe in such a place and go on living their life with that belief, however there is such a place and it has to be avoided as the bible teaches... (...)
ONE of the Hollywood crazies is really OUT of here! Ellen Degeneres and wife Portia Rossi are moving to a castle they've purchased in the Cotswolds, and they say they are never coming back! Sorry, UK...Hollywood is leaking over onto you lot. 😢 PLEASE don't allow them to come back!... (...)
Tattos yay or nay?Do you want or have any tattoos. If so what are they? I have 18 myself i have several flowers and butterflies, a bird on a branch on my thigh, an angel on my shoulder holding a tombstone, a mermaid, a padlock (my husband has the key) my 2... (...)