I miss him soI wish this were a nightmare and I'd wake up already. October 18th will be 3 full months since he died, and it still doesn't seem real. My world seems too quiet and too small now Most of this morning I slept, just didn't feel like participating or... (...)
Date nightWe went to our support group and I even shared tonight. Mostly about how good I've been feeling this week and how much Joel was been there for me. I think I embarrassed him a bit. Now we're getting chicken fajitas and going to the cigar lounge.... (...)
Update: not shingles..infection called cellulitis Yes its not shingles, urgent care told me its an infection, not sure from what exactly, but caused cellulitis..so he " guessed" a spider bite but if it goes beyond the line he drew to go to ER IMMEDIATELY. Put me on doxycycline hyclate twice a day... (...)
Have you ever had an elevator incident?I was riding the elevator at work and it started making these weird noises and then accelerated and started jumping up and down quickly. It would stop and the doors would open but I was in-between floors with no way out. I rang the emergency bell and... (...)
My husband with his band last nightš His friends asked if he was available for a ceremony gig. Hubs agreed, but little did he know we all planned something big for himšš The surprise on his faceš when he realized the big company promotion was hisšš«¶ I'm still shaking, it was so... (...)
Somedays i wonder...Have u ever seen a frog with fine hair? Its a hair so fine it has none. Have you ever looked throughout history, to discover life is a mystery? I often set alone and ponder..over things most dont wonder..yet how wonderful it coukd be..if someone... (...)
Kawehi - Hawaii 78 Song made popular by Brudda IZ...(as tears fall) Where I've worked Moana Surfrider Hotel Everybody in a rush going nowhere (daily)
Taking tiny tornadoToday I'm taking our youngest boy to his pediatrician to get his eyes and hearing checked to follow up from what the school test showed. Then we'll see what the next steps are. Than Joel and I have our support group and date night. Looking... (...)
Men & underminingWhatās negging all about? I mean, how can someone actually think that insulting somebody could help their relationship with them? It sounds absurd, but maybe it actually works?
Has anyone seenthe ticktocks where they take their significant other to Barnes and Noble for their birthday. They are given 5 minutes to look around then 3 minutes to get as many books as they can carry. Ok so I watched a few today and how fun! If you havenāt... (...)
Do u guy's ever hangout with friend'sI am so excited for this afternoon. I am having 3 of my friends over and we are going to play cards together. Kind of nice to catch up with them. last time we all met at the coffee shop. The time before we all went out shopping
This made me smileOne of the winners of this year's Nobel Prize in Medicine still does not know he has won. The Nobel Committee has been unable to reach Fred Ramsdell, because he is currently off the grid hiking!
Hello one and all.Writer Pearl Comfort Sydenstricker Buck, better known as Pearl S. Buck (1892-1973) once wrote "Handle them carefully, for words have more power than atom bombs." How are you?
Tossed & turned all night Shingles sux... All night long it burned, tried an oatmeal bath..it worked for 30 minutes. Tried calmine lotion and cold pack, itch subsided but burn increased. I put that lip balm called carmex on it after using peroxide to clean the skin, it felt... (...)
Scammer arrested right from my son's classroomone of my boys started at a post secondary trade school last week. On Thursday morning, the head of school and the police came into the classroom and arrested one of the students (who was in his late twenties/early thirties). Everyone was in shock.... (...)
Fighting for LightI have seen depravity Absent of any real light A death cold hand, evil Yet, still I fight I was taught to surrender A rag doll thrown away No one tried to mend her The girl with nothing to say I have lived in darkness I have witnessed hate Living... (...)
10 things learned in my 30s so far1. There is no "someday", we have to make things happen and plant the seeds to see fruit. Make real plans, small actions that lead to larger ones, and do something about what you want, no excuses. 2. Consistency beats talent every time. The person... (...)
Harvest super moon Put your thoughts to sleep, do not let them cast a shadow over the moon of your heart. Let go of thinking. Rumi
Getting spoiled by my buddySo my Buddy has been going to his therapy program 3 days a week and after he's done he's been coming by my office with lunch and a cigar. Today was no different. He got me some chicken ramen. I really think someday therapy is hard on him and he... (...)
An I getting paranoid ?I am having a medical appointment later this week Iāve been having lots of weird symptoms likeheart palpitations, strong sadness that comes and go , feeling of impediment doom . Weight loss .amongst others⦠Iām kind of nervous about that... (...)
Update on my Stalker. She's crazy ....šµāš« Please don't skin me and wear me as a coat. It wont fit. My body doesn't look like a trash bad full of mango pulp.
Leg Two - Bryce Canyon National Park it was a beautiful sunny day. Started at 32 degrees but warmed to about 65. The full moon prevents any star gazing pics. But still plenty to see. Sunrise and Sunset point. More tomorrow.. enjoy.
Itās October alright I walked outside for a bit and checked out the almost full moon. But the clouds around it were something elseā¦š Have an amazing night. āš¤