I'm calling a halt to my numbered music postsI shall be indeed listening to music while I read and have the finest films in my collection playing but to share every single thing here is neurotic and to follow a strict programme is against the spirit of things, at times i'll need something that... (...)
A poem called, "I Thought I Had More Time."I count the progression of time by each night I sleep so, so far it’s been one long day. I haven’t seen home in ages… Desperately flipping through the pages to get back to the start. I wish I could be lying next to you, dying right alongside... (...)
I wish I could turn back time🥺I wish life was on different track it seems like I ruined my life and I am ruining it from 2022 and it seems I will always have the baggage of mistakes I made I wish I could turn back time
Driving home after work...the smell of the deli rotisserie chicken and loaf of fresh french bread is distracting me to the point I'm going to wreck or get a ticket 😵💫 I'm gonna turn into an animal
Do you prefer physical books, ebooks, or audiobooks?Just wondering, as someone who tried the latter two but still prefers physical books. I'm slowly building up a physical book collection. They just also seem to be cheaper, especially if I get them from a library sale or a used book store. I get the... (...)
I can't keep trying with people who don't try back.In some twisted way I'm addicted to unavailability. I think it goes back to my childhood and needing to earn love and approval. I still act out the insecurity, even though I don't believe in it at all, even though I know better. I've lost people... (...)
What is it that she wanted ?So this girl who came into my life during a horrible time and said she was my friend and had my back and supported me at first abd built a strong connection with me ended up doing a 360 after texting me 24/7 told me she liked me when she was "drunk"... (...)
I feel like I'm living a nightmareI am currently living as a single mum. My mother has been helping me out by walking the dog 1st thing in the morning. I then do the afternoon and we alternate the evening walks, as she has been mentioning that this is really tiring her out. This... (...)
Feeling lost at 40.😢Here I am, on my 40's, but I still don't know what do in the future. I feel stuck. I have a 15 year old daughter with a roller coaster emotion. I just don't know what to do next? My current job right now, is not giving me self worth.
Ive never met my fatherHe probably doesnt even know i exist. I dont refer to him as 'dad' or 'father'. I refer to him as the sperm donor. Sometimes im jealous of my sister and the relationship she has with her dad. They talk , they laugh , they share things. I shouldnt... (...)
Gonna take it easy today If I seem unsocial, it's simply that I don't want to happen upon anything to do with current events, and prefer to let my books take me into so many different routes of wonder. It shouldn't be implied that i'll only be reading what I posted about... (...)
I'm so happyI've been accepted onto one of the best counselling courses in the country. The university looks like it's out of harry potter and I'll become proficient in 4-5 models of therapy. The amount of work I've put into this is unlike anything I've done,... (...)
I really wish you could see me for what I really amYou don't know me. You never did. You've built up this totally wrong image of me in your head just because you're afraid to face your emotions while I'm direct and honest. It doesn't make me high and mighty. Wasn't I always gentle with you? It's... (...)
Do you want to run away with me?We can live half wild. Grow our own food. Dance around fire. Laugh and screw while the stars spin around us. I don't fit in the "real world" and I don't want to anymore. Could you do it? Could you give up your bubble to go be free?
Harvard President Stands Up Against TrumpHarvard University on Monday rejected demands from the Trump administration as it threatens the school’s federal funding as part of a broader clampdown on higher education. The university said that while it is and will continue to engage in reforms,... (...)
I love the gym When someone said to me that exercising is good for mental health i was unsure. But i bit the bullet and joined a gym. And you know what? Its true. A healthy body can lead to a healthier mind
The pandemic5 years on from lockdown and people seem to forget that Covid-19 has NOT gone away. Its still here and always will be , unless a vaccine is developed that totally eradicates it. In my line of work we are required to have a booster jab every year.
Is the US turning into a fascist country?Or at least it's government. Some observations include: - Language around invading/seizing control of Greenland - Direct/indirect undertones of threat towards Canada - Disdainful attitudes from its members regarding the UK and the EU, and a... (...)
Sophie joins me! My Varsity Cheer teammate Sophie has joined me on the Dancer exchange program at SEHS!! She is so excited for the challenge!! Go Sophie!!!!! Oh, and the coaches are so stoked for you start!!!