I lost myself in grief.I can't see a pretty face on me anymore. I hate my white hair. I look so ugly in the mirror. No smile on my face. I can see a sad face in the mirror. I lost my sense of humour and confidence. I cry everyday. I don't put on heavy makeup anymore... (...)
A low-sugar dessert I made last nightI saw a recipe online, and I realized I could modify it to something my diabetic wife (an my pre-diabetic self) could eat. We tend to avoid artificial sweeteners. At the end of this post, I will describe the "sweeter" original version for those who... (...)
Happy Wednesday 🤍Midweek already — hope today brings a little peace, a little productivity, and something that makes you smile. Almost to the weekend!
Going to be a beautiful daySo we're all going to the park. We're meeting Link's friend from school there. We're going to have a picnic lunch and let the kids play on the playground. Should be a fun day
Do you have a favorite quote?Mine is from Ralph Waldo Emerson, "What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us"
Worst panic attack in a whileI haven't had a panic attack like that in a very long time. Thank goodness for joel being here and knowing what to do for me.
I'm starting to regret stuffSo I got into Univesity wich is good.. Ive been almost 4 months in and honestly I just want to get out- I feel so Lost... Idk what to do anymore
Max on his third week... His eyes are now open. He cries inside his box... He likes to be out and walking more. He's getting clingy, always wanting to sleep on mommy.
I'm doing a little better todayI listened to positive affirmations I had breakfast I got on the treadmill for two minutes I drove to the park and counted trees I was able to breathe in lots of fresh air!!! I noticed walkers, birds and one squirrel yes, only one squirrel I drove... (...)
Its the little things that get you excitedI figured out how to make my font bigger on SW and my keyboard bigger on my new phone because im baf and don't wear my glasses. Sadly I don't think this will improve my spelling or grammar 🤔
Fun family nightWe made our own pizza's for dinner then we got crazy and made a s'mores pizza for dessert Now we have a fire going and are watching the Royals games. Well the boys playing on the swing set while watching the game lol Should be a fun night
Not the night we planned onWell the Royals really let us down tonight so we actually changed the channel to the hockey game. Maybe we're bad luck tonight. So they boys we're playing when Joel's cousin walks in our backyard. Joe jumps up and walks to meet him. Link sees... (...)
I went camping over the weekend.It rained the first night, listening to the rain fall on the tent all night was inexplicably soothing. It felt like I was held by the storm and being given a dry hug by Mother Nature. It was exactly what I needed.
Not so simple anymore...Bro. Why are feelings right now so insufferably complicated? I feel really good being alone but also my friends suck but i need more friends, but better friends, new friends, but like that's so complicated and... i don't want to do it, i don't want... (...)
OMG I listening to someoneLose his temper with a customer! My fear is that the customer is actually right and the employee is going to have to eat his words.
I Never Knew my Dad.My dad has been an alcoholic for as long as I can remember. Growing up, he was always angry, hard to please, and abusive. I spent so much of my life trying to earn his love and make him proud, but nothing ever felt good enough. I can’t even remember... (...)
Hi my dear dear friends ….Today, after 86 days, here in Iran, internet is partly connected … Sooooo, I’m here back to say hi to you all and to thank all my friends, who worried about me … Thank you for your PM’s …. So many that I won’t be able to reply to today … but I’ll... (...)