The Moment You Realize Family Is All You Truly HaveA few days ago, I saw something that has stayed with me. He was standing there, silent and lost, in front of his mother’s mortal remains. People — colleagues, friends, and well-wishers .... kept coming to offer their final respects. He’s someone I... (...)
Morning: each day is not the same As I get up in the morning, I like to savour the air. Listen to the birdsong. Look at the sky. Leaves on the trees are constantly shifting Observe the changing seasons. Each day is different Breathe in the beautiful morning air. Zen monks practice... (...)
I never talk about how monotonous it was being homelessOriginally I wanted to veer off into the wilderness and build a shack or something to live in. I was focused on becoming enlightened and meditation. Ends up I turn into a huge alcoholic vising homeless shelter after homeless shelter. That lasted for... (...)
What to do today?Clean the house...sweeps the room with a glance. Stock the fridge- i know its running, better watch it! Ah..the joys of bordom ...
I've been tired of life the way I am, and being meSometimes I feel like the world left me behind and nobody cares, like I'm dead weight drifting down a stream. Sometimes it feels like no matter what I do it will never matter, like I'm invisible and it's some sort of karmic punishment for something.... (...)
We are all so small…Introspective night….when you can step outside of your shop, look up and see the galactic core spread across the sky above, one knows the choice of home was well made.
Going to wittabugerSo today where taking the kids to wittabuger. ( Whataburger). They temporarily charged the name as a promotion for Bobby Witt Jr. Then we're going to 5 below so they can shop and get some Halloween things to decorate. After that Star and... (...)
Hello one and all.Essayist, lecturer, philosopher, and minister Ralph Waldo Emerson (1803-1882) gave us this "To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest achievement." How are you?
THIS is what I did all day...took almost 5 hours!!! Portuguese Kale soup with hot Italian sausages and chick peas instead of potatoes. Sweet corn bread to go with the soup. HUGE mess. I've washed dishes THREE times today and I'm not done yet! But it will be good! ☺☺☺
Magic (a poem)What is magic? Magic is That electric anticipation of a kiss: The parting of lips, The flow of breath, Heartbeats accelerating Into interweaving rhythm. It is that touch of a father’s hand To his son’s shoulder, Wise eyes on the horizon, Patiently... (...)
I've been sleepingSo every night this week I have been able to fall asleep. I don't sleep long usually a few hours but I haven't been up for 2 or 3 nights like in the past. It feels so good to not be exhausted all the time. I haven't had brain fog in a while... (...)
🖤THE TRUE MEANING OF UNHAPPINESS 🖤It is a hollowing, a kind of inner implosion where everything collapses inward. It isn’t sadness in the simple sense of crying or mourning; it’s a black, suffocating void where even tears dry up because they feel pointless. It’s waking up and... (...)
It is getting better...I am successfully letting go of them. my heart doesn't feel as heavy thinking they won't talk to me again. i don't feel as anxious waiting for a new message to come in. I'm still checking just in case something came up and i didn't see, but i don't... (...)
I accept it but I am not sure I understandWhile discussing my life, someone asked me, "well what would you have wanted your childhood to be?" Parents, mostly. A mom and a dad, in love and married, taking care of their kids together. Of course I had parents. But, my dad abused my mom... (...)
No Kings-Just A Fringe Movement? For those of you who think that “No Kings” is a fringe movement, here’s a map of the rallies scheduled for October 25th. Go to nokings.org to find a rally near you.
I'm really not sure if this therapist is the right one for me?I sometimes feel like my therapist talks more about herself than she should. I'm trying to stick 3 months with it, because I'm kind of a person who doesn't always give things a chance. I don't even know how to say this without sounding bad, but I... (...)
Attention men ages 25 to 55 ? (22) Hey gentlemen! I wanna know what turns you on according to your age groups...you can vote under tacos & tequila, ages 25 to 35 ..butts & booties,... (...)
Who else is fed up.of documentaries on Megan and Harry?There's now going to be one coming on channel 5 here in the UK: Harry & Meghan: Royal Hypocrites? tells their epic story, asks if there are gaps between their public statements and their actions, explores whether they hold consistent views and asks... (...)
He wants children but I dontWe are married for 6 yrs now. I dont want to have a baby but he is insisiting. Becoming a mother is something I never wished for... what can I do? Im afraid he might say yrs later that I deprived him of being a father...I dont want that...
Why I Believe Trump Is the Second Coming of JesusI know this might sound controversial, but I’ve come to believe that Donald Trump is more than just a political figure — he’s a divine messenger, even the return of Jesus Christ Himself. When I look at how he’s been persecuted, how he speaks truth... (...)