driving in the rain gives me such bad anxiety.

That's a wise thing going less ... Its in the driver's manual to go less under inclement weather like rain or snow..(rain gives me anxiety too so I go a bit less than normal too..)

Sure. Normal people don't feel a thing when there's significant risk. And if you do, driving anyway is normal.
I'm not so normal.

you probably dont like driving in the dark either?
like you gotta guess where the road is going lol

You are just being smart