What does death make you feel?

I was introduced to death early in my life with 4 friends in their teens dying for various reasons.
1 suicide, 1 murder, 1 drowning and 1 Motorcycle accident. My brother died aged 32 of alcoholic poisoning when I was 20. My Grandmother(who raised me) died when I was 22, My Father died when I was 25.
I learnt early that life is a Lottery. Some lose and die early.
Those who win still die, just takes a few years longer.

I genuinely fear death. The idea that one day I will take my last breath scares me. I don't even like to talk about it.

I dunno I haven't died yet. ┴┬┴┤•ᴥ•ʔ/

Dead 😂

The thought of it? The fact of it? Lol. I feel accepting of it most of the time and then get waves of dread and fear but that's in conjunction with a depressive episode & or prolonged anxiety attack

there is a vacancy in death

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there will be relief

dovey terrible i know from bitter experience with family members and worst of all my dad

Nothing. Forever. Or do you mean how does grief make me feel?

Sad when you lose loved ones of course.

I don't know probably...dead

Puts you in a mood to decompose.

It makes me feel sad

Like shit.

idk cold?

His sickle

Like salmon mousse?

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