I do not want to care

Neither do i trust law enforcement though i've never been arrested.Neither do i trust in government due to my military experiences and sensitive government background both here and abroad.I am also familiar with the kind of person you described at your place of work.Many of my fellow combat veterans are gone now. Some due to service connected disabilities,some due to self destructive behavior; the last one,a year ago,was suicide by cop.All i do is go to memorial services and funerals but that too is part of life.Do you still have contact with your ex wife,if i may ask?

Yeah. She doesn’t want me sleeping in my truck so she’s waiting for me to find another place to stay. Almost had one too, it was taken from underneath me after being promised to me. Ohwell. Life story right there. @luv2fly352

She cares enough about your welfare to keep a roof over your head,so clearly she didn't fear for her safety enough to have you removed by police,followed by a restraining order.Freedom is a precious thing;don't lose it.I've met many of my veterans who'd been in jail;never met one who wanted to go back.Take care!