i have the same problem too. my mother kept on mentally and physically abused me. i was grabbed at the throat by a classmate 20 yrs ago, couldn't breathe and was almost choked to death but i did nothing to stop her or told the teacher or anyone. later when i worked my colleagues kept on verbally abused me criticizing my appearance and everything i did eventually verbally sexually harassed me and i did nothing. i thought i was wrong for my whole life and tried to change myself to adapt thinking it was good to improve myself. i was wrong, and i hate my mother for life for teaching me it was right and justified for people to abuse me.
