Trauma posting..please move along if it could be a trigger, or even an annoyance.....

@NudasPriest thank you so much..fixed it above, but here is the missing piece.

@Thewhazzupdude thank you love..was missing a part for the 4th one:

@foldedunfolding She is a person who is very sick in the head, that is where you are stronger. You are bruised and battered, but you have a much better mental health.

@Thewhazzupdude aww thank you..even tho i am so fucked in the head, EVEN THEN..you might be right

@Bexsy oh man..thank you bex..it just comes in waves, relentlessly. tonight, the reminder that she oinked at me when i ate, grounded me from food, and put me in weight watchers when i was 12, 5'4", and 122 lbs.

@legalboxers same..they smell my blood in the water i stg..i am so sorry you have dealt with similar :(

@Longpatrol and is..sadly :( once i had my own house, vehicles, good job, etc..she knew she had nothing really OVER me anymore..which actually UPPED the ante..bc NOW she had to go after the BIG stuff.

She told me I couldn't be successful owning a home. Paid that down 70% in 5 years.

She took my whole family from me through smear campaigns and triangulation.

She took my stage 4 father from me.

She called a meeting before everyone disowned me, in order to tell everyone that my siblings would be running the will, and I would have no part..this was yet another humiliation ritual.

I know, for CERTAIN, that her next moves will be related to my dad's eventual funeral, and the will. I am bracing and preparing emotionally for it.

@Longpatrol was missing a part for the 4th point:

@Amyrakunejo aww thank you for the validation..the sad part is that there is farrr more..from making me sleep outside, dropping me off at a homeless shelter, making me walk miles home, putting a once hidden knife block on the counter when i said i was tempted to cut myself, putting me in weight watchers at the age of 12 when i was thin, turning off the water on me when i showered, taking my door off its hinges then laying outside it mocking me for hours, following me within an inch of my person whispering in my ear, trying to throw me down the stairs for sitting on the new comforter i didnt know was off limits, siding with my brother for punching and kicking me in a hotel room, telling me that if i felt fat from when my pants fell down during that encounter i needed to take my bruised ass immediately to the hotel gym, the list goes on and on....

@foldedunfolding A single sword for hire? A private militia would be more appropriate.

Hm. My condolences, and many hugs. You deserve way better.