I used to write poetry and i had to stop because it happened to me i boiled it down to writers block but i have thoughts and memories that creep up ever so often and i have to like shake it off and veer my thoughts away from it. I lost a son and a daughter, my daughter was born 1st so i have her hospital gown, hat, footprints, birth card from her incubator and hospital bracelet in a frame. As well as a necklace set that her grandmother bought for her that she never got to wear. My MIL had my oldest daughter, which was her 1st grandchild's portrait painted, so i put that painting in front of the other stuff in the frame. And i Put in the garage. I told my husband years ago that i dont want it in the house, I cant bear to look at it, My husband was cleaning the garage last week and brought it into the house and it all all just came flooding back. So i was like that i couldn't write notes at work, it felt like my fingers were just numb. I color a lot with color pencils and couldn't do that either, It took me to go to happy place and just block it all out again, and think about other things. Even my signature looks different at times. It feel like i forget how to write it if that makes sense.
