Trauma dump post! Lets just let it all out here!!!
I was abused my whole life, I have actual daddy issues and mommy issues, and I genuinely feel alone in the world. ☺️
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I was going to post this last night but everytime i started writing id have to stop im gonna try this morning. ***tw****
Childhood sexual/physical/verbal/emotional abuse at the hands of family. Drunk of a father & narcissistic of a mother. Brother who is a junkie another brother who died. My first loved died in a car accident when we were young. Lost of people ive loved, the only real adults in my life who didnt hurt me died 20 days apart and it destroyed me. I survived a sexual assault that has left me with physical and invisable scars that will never ever go away. I had very high risk pregnancies and tramuatic childbirths. I have battled with illness and currently going through a very nasty and hostile divorce. Ive my struggles with addiction with alcohol, narcotics and self harm that im currently working through a relapse. Depression/selfharm/suicidal thoughts and attempts are something that im all too familiar with.
Childhood sexual/physical/verbal/emotional abuse at the hands of family. Drunk of a father & narcissistic of a mother. Brother who is a junkie another brother who died. My first loved died in a car accident when we were young. Lost of people ive loved, the only real adults in my life who didnt hurt me died 20 days apart and it destroyed me. I survived a sexual assault that has left me with physical and invisable scars that will never ever go away. I had very high risk pregnancies and tramuatic childbirths. I have battled with illness and currently going through a very nasty and hostile divorce. Ive my struggles with addiction with alcohol, narcotics and self harm that im currently working through a relapse. Depression/selfharm/suicidal thoughts and attempts are something that im all too familiar with.