Trauma dump post! Lets just let it all out here!!!
I was abused my whole life, I have actual daddy issues and mommy issues, and I genuinely feel alone in the world. ☺️
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elafina · 36-40, F
Oh I have some huge money blocks I'm trying to remove but jeez
I've been depressed for so many years it feels as if I was wasting my time. But I just needed to be resting. I had no guidance that I could accept.
Grew up in a hostile home, trying nowadays to see and appreciate the good. But still it's like, I'm coming from a hurricane.
My blood pressure, heart, my breathing, shredded shoulders, voice, everything I had to relearn and get back to sanity.
The boyfriends I'd pick. Drugs, alcohol, poor food choices. Sleeping on sunrise.
Thank you for this. I need to remember where I came from.
I've been depressed for so many years it feels as if I was wasting my time. But I just needed to be resting. I had no guidance that I could accept.
Grew up in a hostile home, trying nowadays to see and appreciate the good. But still it's like, I'm coming from a hurricane.
My blood pressure, heart, my breathing, shredded shoulders, voice, everything I had to relearn and get back to sanity.
The boyfriends I'd pick. Drugs, alcohol, poor food choices. Sleeping on sunrise.
Thank you for this. I need to remember where I came from.