I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And FeelingsIt was a few years ago when someome said to me I don't seem capable of loving someone. I'm starting to think they're right. I don't understand emotions sometimes. I think I can't feel strong enough emotions. What's wrong with me? Maybe I just get... See More »
I Talk to MyselfWell after a lot of motivation, a break from reality and a good slap on the face from myself. I feel refreshed and ready to be murdered by life. :) Let's see how long this last.
I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And FeelingsThe only thing that still keeps me going is how I'll see my family one more time soon. Maybe I'll at least make them happy for once before things start going crazy. I hope they'll be okay. At least I've got one thing to look forward to.
I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And FeelingsThe things is people don't notice you drowning until you're already floating. Maybe I should have taught myself how to swim.
I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And FeelingsSometimes I want to hire someone to kill me when I least expect it the most so I'll be forced to live life fully and how I want to, like I'm going to be dead by tomorrow.
I Want to Do These Things Before I Die1. Go to an amusement park and ride something scary 2. Go to tokyo tower 3. Compile best shots 4. Donate to charity 5. Travel somewhere 6. Say things I've been meaning to say 7. Plant in the garden 8. Make a documentary 9. Cosplay 10. Be able to... See More »
I Keep Too Many Things to MyselfThe reason behind this is probably my fear of being judged and called names and other things. I realized though that it doesn't matter if people judge me cause I shouldn't care but at the same time be mindful of what I say because they might hurt... See More »
I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And FeelingsI miss the past me. I was full of dreams and hopes. No one brought me down. I didn't care much. I was happy. But I wasn't a good person. I wish I could undo the things I did and at the same time I want to go back. I don't know who I am anymore.... See More »
I Always Get Asked Why Im So QuietI'm too lazy to use my voice sometimes. Also people don't hear me when I speak anyway then they ask me why I'm so quiet. Maybe they should stop talking to hear for a while. I don't like adding to the noise and having to speak louder for people to... See More »
I Am Stressed OutThere are a lot of days I stress out. It's really making life look bad. I don't look forward to anything. I dread everyday and the times I open my eyes yo wake up. Do the same damn things over and over again. I really hate having to talk to people,... See More »
I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And FeelingsI can't keep up with some people especially most my age. I think I seem like a bore to them since I'm not interested with the stuffs most are interested in. It's hard to find people my age with the same interests or at least someone that can connect... See More »
I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And FeelingsI've exceeded my quota for dealing with difficult people. I wish I could bring out my inner btch but I'm trying to keep it inside. But how I wish I could've said something back. I think I'm done playing nice.
I Always Manage To Isolate My Self From EveryoneI just assume that people don't really want me there. I had friends. I don't know if we're still friends. I drifted away. I'm just tired of always pushing myself in there. I'm afraid I'll ruin their friendship. I thought maybe if they really wanted... See More »
I Talk to MyselfAfter a meeting with myself we've come to a decision to just believe in anything I want. If I want to believe in magic, I would. If I want to believe that I'm a unicorn I would. Life doesn't make sense anyway. You can't prove me wrong like I can't... See More »
I Dont Like Burdening People With My ProblemsYeah so I kinda let it out here. Sorry people of SW if you don't like seeing these kinda stuffs. My problems are just light to some people but it sucks the life out of me. I try to talk to a friend about it but yeah please do tell me more how your... See More »
I Want To Let Go Of StressIt's too hard for me to manage my time to do my responsibilities and at the same time having the time to relax and enjoy. It's gotta be one thing. The tasks consume even my weekends. All I want to do in the weekends is relax but I don't have time to... See More »
I Have Deep ThoughtsAre there really things that doesn't exist? Don't they just exist in our minds? What's the difference of something 'real' and something that's not? Am I real? Or am I just a product of the mind of the one, people call 'God'? I probably don't make... See More »
I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And FeelingsPart of me wants to stay and part of me wants to leave. I'm full of "what ifs" but I think it's time to accept the truth. I'll leave, soon. Not yet but I will. I want to remember the good things about this and make more memories for just a but and... See More »
I Am Tired, So Very TiredI am. I just want to not do anything anymore. The bs and all the things are making me tired. I need a decade break. Maybe a lot more than a decade break where I don't deal with the bs of life.
I Am Living In a Life That I Dont Always UnderstandLife is so repetitive that it makes no sense to me. What's the point? There is none so why I am I doing this? It's just a cycle of feeling hopeless then a little ray of hope then I fall deeper into hopelessness.
I Keep Too Many Things to MyselfSo that's why I'm here. Keeping a diary doesn't work for me and maybe this will work. I don't know. I'll give it a try.
