I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

It was a few years ago when someome said to me I don't seem capable of loving someone. I'm starting to think they're right. I don't understand emotions sometimes. I think I can't feel strong enough emotions. What's wrong with me? Maybe I just get over things quickly.

When I was a kid, there was this traumatizing thing. It's disgusting but I don't know how I feel? Maybe I got over it? But I can't forget it. It's absolutely disgusting.

I'm sure I'll be fine if someone left me. I'll forget about it a short time after that.

Maybe I'm just over thinking thingss. But I don't know. It's just weird. Dhxjskskdhcgfcdhddh