Today is crushing me. Some days it all hits. Nobody cares about me, nobody wants me.

People want to take. They want to be apathetic. Then they don't want to be bothered. I'm sick of it and have every right to feel disappointed. It's all good, I'm over people, but I still want to be held sometimes. I still want to be more than just the person that makes everyone else feel better. The crushing emptiness is a facet of my life.

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AngelUnforgiven · 51-55, F

When is the point where we take control of our own lives? Its supposed to be once we become adults but obviously everyone didn't get the memo. If people treat you a certain way its because you allow them to. You are sitting there just taking it and expecting it to change. Nothing is stopping you from going out there and finding someone, but YOU! If you dont want your life to be empty, then fill it! There are millions of ways to meet new people, or even reconnect with old ones. But Just being idle and complaining about it gets you nowhere.