Today is crushing me. Some days it all hits. Nobody cares about me, nobody wants me.

People want to take. They want to be apathetic. Then they don't want to be bothered. I'm sick of it and have every right to feel disappointed. It's all good, I'm over people, but I still want to be held sometimes. I still want to be more than just the person that makes everyone else feel better. The crushing emptiness is a facet of my life.