Just bursting out crying today, for I don't know what reason

Is there anything that you can think of that would make you cry tears of joy? You know what makes you sad, but what makes you happy? I want to ride on a train for maybe a week, or 2 eat in a train car, have a glass of wine. Go outside and look at the moon from the rear caboose with the wind blowing through my hair. I want that train to go through the mountains. I want to see mountainous terrain. I live in Texas ive never left the state ive never seen mountains or even real snow. I mean snow so deep that you can dive into it. That would bring me tears of joy. Ive been looking a itineraries fir the Amtrak Train but then i always chicken out im afraid of change of doing something different.