What do you do?

My mom passed away unexpectedly today and I don’t know what I am supposed to do. My emotions come in waves. I never thought I would be alive to see the day she passed away. I keep thinking she is alive but remember she is not. I keep wanting to reach out and call her to tell her how sad I am and that I don’t know what to do but I can’t. I know this is bitter sweet that she passed away as bad as that sounds but my mom went through SO much up until today when she passed. The bitter part is I will not see her anymore or talk to her. The sweet part is she’s in heaven and not suffering. I miss my mom. Today I played all her voicemails. My heart is beating so fast right now because I cannot accept this.

Does grieving take long, I don’t want to deal with it? I just want to go bed and not wake up. I don’t even want to go to her funeral because than it will be to real for me. I don’t know what to do. I feel so alone without her, she wa my best friend.

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LadyGrace ·

My deepest heartfelt condolences. I know this is so hard on you. I will keep you and your family in prayers. I am so sorry this happened.

You said you won't see her again but your mom is in heaven so you'll see her again. Don't concern yourself about how long grieving takes. There's no set rule so you shouldn't rush this and don't allow people to tell you how long you should grieve. There's no wrong way. If you need an ear, send me a message. I don't have all the answers but I'm a very good listener and I want you to know that I do love and care about you. I will definitely pray for you and the family. I'm sure there are people that love you here as well and let's get through this together, okay? You're not alone and the best thing of all is that God is with you, he understands you and what you're going through, and He will comfort you and give you the strength to get through this, I pray. Most of all please take good care of yourself during this time and please don't feel guilty about anything. Take one day at a time , one moment at a time and you will do fine . Remember family will be there for you as well . But most of all God will be there with you at all times. ❤🤗🤗🤗😘😘😘🌹🌹🌹