loss of a life tht u cherished so much just hurts a lot

death is unavoidable
I miss everyone everyday inside
loss of words
what was I thinking
I forget
But I'm back into thinking about thn again
the senior who committed suicide when I was six to recent sudden passing away of a classmates parent to an unfortunate accident
I just think and pray everyday
It's really hard to not think
I don't believe in mbti
but the last time I checked it came out infp
I don't know the connection
But yes I can't let go even in th clumsiest
Moments even at the best moments I think abt tjm