35 years passed.....

I know according to many, i should not be sad on this day, according to some, you deserved what happened to you, according to some, I should hate you.....

I know that you hated me, I know that ypu never wanted me and hurt me in ways no one should be hurt, but yet, I still loved you.

Cancer took you away at 53yrs 35 years ago today, and yes i have a thought for you today, and in my weird kind of way, i miss you, you were the only mother figure i had growing up. Maybe not the best one, but still, the one that gave me a roof even it cost me my youth.

Rest in peace mom