Makes me sick

So Yesterday, 5 min away from where my daughter lives, a man unalived his 2 young boys aged under 5 and then took his own life. These babies did nothing wrong...they were innocent ffs. If you wanna screw your life over and don't take away with you innoncent lifes that have nothing to do with your state of mind.

Ive been there often, where I wanted to unalive myself, but never in a millions years did I ever think of taking my kids with me, they deserve the best life has to offer. My issues and problem were never about them, they are the reason Im still here.

My heart is so sad for these babies and their mother that learned the news while going to her babies dad's place....imagine the heartbreak. God bless their soul.

My prayers goes to the family

Too many desperate acts like this happens, if you feel down and desperate, depressed and at the end of your roll, pleaae PLEASE talk to someone. Today may be hard, but tomorrow is always a new day. I know I've been there way too many times and im glad to still be here. PLEASE if you need help talk to someone, you are NOT alone. Lets nit take innocents lives and lets try to save your own

Loves

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NativePortlander1970 ·

Sadly, one thing I learned while going through police candidacy in Portland almost 30 years ago is that once a person reaches that point all reason and logic goes out the window, they are unreachable, nothing you can do or say will convince them not to do what they have planned, I learned this in one of the weekly class lectures LEOs are offered to take by experts. Back in the early 90's stuff like these things were taken far more seriously, far easier recognized, and quickly stopped, these days the left has done everything to hinder efforts to combat violence with their defund movements, while simutaneously blaming the conservatives, while the courts and modern prosecutors look the other way, mass and social medias are also complicit in this. 100 to 1 Vegas odds this man was showing signs that led to this horrendous tragedy and most likely reported to the authorites, only to be ignored. My heart and soul goes out to this grieving mother.

SimplyMeChantou ·

@NativePortlander1970 for having been there a lot of times, and tried but did not succeed, believe me even at the darkest point, thwre is always one person that can rea h us and take us away, even if just a litlle from the darkness to be able to no do it... it is possble. But sadly most if the times ppl dont see the signs. If i go dark and talk about unaliving myself, means i ask for help.... but if i go dark and dont talk... then thats when i act..... but most of the time ppl think we are just attention seakers...... ppl need to look at the signs

NativePortlander1970 ·

@SimplyMeChantou I remember the psychologist that held that class saying just that, that when a person wishes for help they threaten it so they can be stopped, but those who make their minds up will keep it silent and will try to hide the signs, which will actually show up lit bright like neon. These are usually evident by changes in moods and routines that are easily recognizable, but seldomly actually seen because no one actually pays attention, and when they are spotted and reported, they're rarely acted on and stopped.

SimplyMeChantou ·

@NativePortlander1970 truth

cherokeepatti · 61-69, F

@NativePortlander1970 While this may not be true for every person who does this sometimes a person’s mind breaks from reality and they snap. Their thinking is not logical. When I was 11 years old my mother had a complete breakdown. She should have been hospitalized before this happened but she picked up a butcher knife and raised it threatening my sister and I. The closest exit was down the basement stairs, we ran down screaming. She had the knife raised and I literally came within a few inches of getting stabbed. At the last second my father grabbed her wrist and got the knife from her. She had been stable about 3 weeks earlier till my father decided to experiment with some LSD he found in someone’s car (was prescribed by the VA to an alcoholic he knew). He took one and gave it to my mother telling her it was her medicine. Although it scared us when it happened it broke my heart when he called the VA and told them what happened and they called the police to come take her away & handcuffed her and put her in the police car. I never held it against her at all because I knew it wasn’t really her that did such a thing.

NativePortlander1970 ·

@cherokeepatti I am so very sorry that happened to You and your sister :( LSD is a very potent hallucinagen that should have never been allowed outside the lab after its creation, to be used as a treatment for anything is irresponsible of the psychiatric communities, and with them now looking at psilocibin (mushrooms) only proves that psychiatry is nothing but quackery, they're just as responsible for the breakdown in society as the mass and social medias, along with politics. No, it is not your mother's fault, she didn't know what she was taking, your father should have been the one arrested and jailed while your mother was recovering under a medical doctor's care, he knew what he gave your mother, knowing its danger.