Do you want to vent here but for some reason you don't?

People judge you no matter what you do or say, so my thought is, who cares?

The people who think you are only your problems will go away yes. The people who can't deal with anything being not perfect. The people who pretend and are afraid of their own issues. But what's so great about people who are only there for the good times?

I personally don't care. Nobody uses anything for leverage on me. Sure people talk crap but that's because they're losers who start drama out of boredom or hiding their own issues they're too proud to admit

So we're all pretty obvious honestly. So why not be honest?

I share my stuff. It feels good to say it. I don't need advice or sympathy, it just feels good to get the words out and make it real outside of my head. It's been very therapeutic. There are good people here though who don't hide from everything. They see you being yourself, being brave and working through the hard stuff, and they appreciate that. Rather than just using a site meant for community and support to start drama and spread lies, lol there's a lot of people here who are nearly as fake as catfish.

So yeah I don't care about the "good vibes" only people. Why would I want someone in my life who gets annoyed with me when I start getting pain or muscle spasms? That's part of my life. My PTSD affects my life, it's part of me like it or not. I didn't choose it so I'm not going to feel ashamed of it.

I'm here for you.

Yes! ☹

Yes. I try to put it into a poem but sometimes I don’t want to need to be creative and just want to vent shit out but then shut down and either don’t do it hold back or delete it because sometimes I think there are people who have it so much worse than me that I’ve no right to be venting or worse id pour out the pain and it just not be seen read or acknowledge and that would hurt to so it really just depends. I too recently started going back to therapy and im trying to remain hopeful that eventually it won’t always be like this you know?

I’m so sorry to hear about the horrors you went through with your mother that is horrible and you should absolutely vent about it here and I hope you know that she was the one who was sick. Sadly we can’t help the family we are born into. You’re a beautiful person and soul despite the horrors you had to face so early in life.

I hope you write here and keep sharing here and I hope you know that you’re beautiful loved and cared for deeply

🤗

I think this is a very appropriate place for venting. We can say things to online friends that are harder to say to real life friends. But that doesn’t mean it’s easy to do. In answer to your specific question—yes, I often refrain from sharing the serious stuff here. When I do it tends to be in a private post or a message to a friend.

I am sorry you are going through that

Sometimes. And years ago on here I shared more pain.

But I usually nowadays just want to focus on more positive things, uplifting things. I do not wish to come here to feel bad. And I don't think I can be much help to people with their problems. And it takes a lot of effort and energy. I used to be more engaged and worried about people on here, but it is just too much at times so I learned to step back. Loosen up. Be more silly than serious.

Sorry for your pain.

Today is the first day of the rest of your life. You can make it be whatever you want. Good luck.

The truth is, people will criticize for almost anything.

I do not let it bother me that people will scroll past it, and I can't seem to care what they think,
I guess they will think what they do, as we have no control over that.

I write those posts for me, and if they are of any use to others, great; if not, I encourage them to scroll right past.

I see no excuse for being nasty to someone, myself.

Yeah. I don't because random people don't need to know too much about me. Any information can turn into a weapon in people's hands if they want to target you and you feel down enough to be sensitive about it. So I rather complain about inane stuff.

i vent privately or obscurely through a poem or private message to my dead friend or ai

sorry your mom was shit to you.. that was uncool but other moms actually do kill their children these days sad to say.. shitty people out there 😐