"Life" (or whatever this is)
Isn't life really quite sad and tragic when you think? Every day is a fight to stay alive and keep the people we love alive.
Maybe you might see things differently but for the most it's work hard and you can get a good job, then you can earn more money and buy stuff. But then the better the job you have the harder it is to maintain.
And people do that their whole lives and then just get sick and die anyway. And then life is even shittier because then there's anger and sadness and guilt and a million other feelings that come along for the ride too.
It feels like right now it's one day of struggle after another and there's not much to get out of it, like what am I trying so hard for? I just think it would be nicer just to lay down, go to sleep and not wake up next day you know?
One day the fight will be over. Only when it's my time, which isn't now so I go back to fighting some more and tomorrow it will be the same shit, just a different day.
Maybe you might see things differently but for the most it's work hard and you can get a good job, then you can earn more money and buy stuff. But then the better the job you have the harder it is to maintain.
And people do that their whole lives and then just get sick and die anyway. And then life is even shittier because then there's anger and sadness and guilt and a million other feelings that come along for the ride too.
It feels like right now it's one day of struggle after another and there's not much to get out of it, like what am I trying so hard for? I just think it would be nicer just to lay down, go to sleep and not wake up next day you know?
One day the fight will be over. Only when it's my time, which isn't now so I go back to fighting some more and tomorrow it will be the same shit, just a different day.
46-50, F
