The quiet brings peace
but it also invites unwanted thoughts.
Thoughts of how different my life is from how I thought it would be at this age.
Sometimes I feel a pang of loss, but it doesn’t seem to make sense to grieve something you never had.
How does one grieve the life they will never have?
It’s like walking down a path and realising you took a wrong turn somewhere along the way - except you can’t go back and take the other path.
Sometimes I don’t know where I’m going anymore. I just keep moving forward in the hope that I’ll eventually find where I’m meant to be.
Or perhaps I simply keep walking because I don’t know what else to do.
Thoughts of how different my life is from how I thought it would be at this age.
Sometimes I feel a pang of loss, but it doesn’t seem to make sense to grieve something you never had.
How does one grieve the life they will never have?
It’s like walking down a path and realising you took a wrong turn somewhere along the way - except you can’t go back and take the other path.
Sometimes I don’t know where I’m going anymore. I just keep moving forward in the hope that I’ll eventually find where I’m meant to be.
Or perhaps I simply keep walking because I don’t know what else to do.
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