Everything that I thought was wrong, all the things I admired for who you were.

It now feels like maybe I never really knew you at all, and all my trust in you is broken. Why did you do this, in this way? You could have just told me, or was it really all just some big game/joke to you all along that just went too far? Why did you not say something, you could have said anything and I would’ve understood. Why did I believe in you the way I did?

Because if the idea was to hurt/break me, congrats you did exactly that.