I realise I experience lots of stress, I talk about it here a lot

The reason is that I've been sort of speed running life because I started later. I won't be satisfied until I'm where I want to be, I'm at a pivotal point in getting those foundations down and seeing the returns from years of effort and dedication.

I worked so hard and gave up a lot to be here, and I'm proud of that. I know I'll be able to put my feet up and enjoy it soon, but I have things left to put in place first..