Reality of heartbreak 10/25/25 llks

The moments pass, yet why do you seem so far away..?
Yet beside me, my thoughts toil of you all day.
A simple smile, a text, or call..yet you dont answer it at all.
I desire to stay inside my head, wondering what thoughts would drawl him closer..whats silent cant be said.
I agonize, overthink, hopeful for what can be, yet silence is all he gave to me.
I want only you, i say, i won't give up, crying out i pray..but each moment passes me by, i realize that hes not interested in I.
We had passions, we had plans, we had no established promises, yet i hoped you would say, yes im your man: yet i sat under my old oak tree, just drenched in sorrows of what never will be.
They took him once, he left twice..i was seduced and i was ripe.
Ready for the fornication of youth, i was side swiped, lost the truth.
Now my lips linger near this cold dark earth..waited in silent reversed birth.
My heartache..