Why am I having mixed and confused feelings?

There was a time when I was married and was in a very dark place. My ex husband was abusive and my marriage was hell. My brother was my biggest supporter. He was there for me through all of it. I got divorced and haven’t dated anyone since.

Now, the more I search for love, the more I long for a man touch, the more I want to be with a man, the more my brother comes to my mind. If I tell myself that I don’t have intimate feelings for my brother, I would be lying. If I tell myself that I’m not sexually attractive to my brother, I’m not being truthful.

But why am I getting these mixed and confused feelings? Like I know being with my brother is wrong, but it feels so right.

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hunkalove · 70-79, M

As long as you don't have his babies it's no one's business but your's

swirlie · 31-35

@hunkalove
Even if she did have his babies, it's still nobody's business unless she finds herself in the unfortunate position of being an American citizen who lives in the USA when it all goes down, because then she's pretty much fukked in a big way if those American evangelicals catch wind of the story who then tell Trump, who then sends ICE around to pay her and her brother a visit.