I'm trying to hold myself together while someone here keeps expecting me to focus and take an interest in something.

I finally walked away and told them I can't focus on anything. I hated saying it because then that just admits it and makes it real but they wouldn't understand it any other way so I just said it and walked away and now I feel even worse.

I have zero interest in all things and zero faith that I can do any of it.

I also get frustrated because this person never understands anything interpersonal unless it's stated clearly. It's irritating and tiring.

So much overwhelming depression. I can't cope.

Edit, I'm going for a bicycle ride. I'll check responses after.